Gotten too use to the holiday, now can't get use to school days

And MAY seems to be coming at a very FAST speed,

however,

i'm still NOT READY for it!!!

Can't someone do something about it?!

HELP ME!!!

I don't want to face MAY...

How i hope time will slow down...

This year suddenly feel AGE and WEIGHT is really a sensitive!!!

I wish to stay as a teens...