Friday, June 24

So what if...

Anything, just tell me straight in my face...IF I say I CAN take it, it DOES NOT mean that I can take it...
I might lose control sometimes, I might breakdown sometimes...

But,
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I can just quit???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that everything had never happen before???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I can continue to act don't know???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that the whole world would stop for me???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that you won't tell me???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that everyone would pretends that nothing ever happen??? 
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I do not need to change???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I do not needs to know???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I should hear it from others???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I should be the last to know???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that it will be better for me to don't know the truth???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I do not deserve to take the truth from you???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I deserve to be lied to???
So what if I can't take it, does it means that I do not need to take it???

SO "So what if I can't take it???"All those will never happen; I will still have to take it...IF you slap everything into my face, I might lose control, I might breakdown...But I will feel respected, I will feel appreciated...
Now I only feel hate...I hate you for never having the courage to talk to me...I hate you for entering my life...I hate you for making my cry...I hate you for making me hate my life...I hate you..................
So just slap everything into my face... ... into my face... ...